happiest day

yesterday is the happiest day and nights for me .i go out with her and watching movies .she's got flu and fever but she's still want to go out with me .i knows she is really miss me .me too .i'm waiting her for 3 hours .i have a class yesterdays at 8.30 am until 5.00 pm .i knows she's tired .i buy her medicine and 100 plus to makes her feels better .i really can't see that .i want her to get better .i take her to assalam and have dinner .after that i send her to thier hostel .i knows it's already late .but she didn't mind .i'm so happy .she feels sleepy .i can't stops thinking of her .i miss you so much .when i arrived at my hostel ,i called her before i sleep and sing a songs for her until she's sleep .so sweet .i never sings a songs for a girl .this is my first time .i love you so much .

i'm just a guardian

i'm just a guardian for her .i know she has a boyfriends and thier status is already taken .for me ,she is the only girl who can make me happy .i love her .i'm glad to know her .she's my only ones right now .from her ,i learn what's is mean by love ,happiness ,loyalty and the meanings of sacrifice .she's happy when with me here but she's most happy when with her loves ones .i'm nothing .just a boy with thier dreams .who do not knows all my dreams will comes true or not .only god knows that .if she's not belongs to me ,i accept that even my heart feels so sad .i will happy when i see my lovely ones is happy .that's enough for me .i knows it's hard for me but i have take the risks .i have to faced it and accept all things that will be happen .whether it's happy or not .if she's belongs to  me ,i promise i will take care her very well .i never leave her .i will love her so much from the bottom of my heart .she's the only ones for me .14 ,10 ,90 .i never forget this number .i'm so happy .i'm glad to know her .i never forget her .i love you so much .i hope all my dreams will comes true .amin .i dedicate one songs to her .